Laurie Anderson Says Goodbye to Lou Reed

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Essay for Rolling Stone captures the full depth of the couple’s love.

 By Fred Mills

 It’s a saying goodbye. And it’s more, of course; it’s an essay published by RollingStone.com, penned by Laurie Anderson, about her late husband Lou Reed. They met in 1992, and she married him, and then she was at his side when he passed away last week. There’s no editorial filter here that need be applied. Read the full story at RollingStone.com. Among the parts that will bring you to tears:

 Lou and I played music together, became best friends and then soul mates, traveled, listened to and criticized each other’s work, studied things together (butterfly hunting, meditation, kayaking). We made up ridiculous jokes; stopped smoking 20 times; fought; learned to hold our breath underwater; went to Africa; sang opera in elevators; made friends with unlikely people; followed each other on tour when we could; got a sweet piano-playing dog; shared a house that was separate from our own places; protected and loved each other.

 Last spring, at the last minute, he received a liver transplant, which seemed to work perfectly, and he almost instantly regained his health and energy. Then that, too, began to fail, and there was no way out. But when the doctor said, “That’s it. We have no more options,” the only part of that Lou heard was “options” – he didn’t give up until the last half-hour of his life, when he suddenly accepted it – all at once and completely. We were at home – I’d gotten him out of the hospital a few days before – and even though he was extremely weak, he insisted on going out into the bright morning light.

I’m sure he will come to me in my dreams and will seem to be alive again. And I am suddenly standing here by myself stunned and grateful. How strange, exciting and miraculous that we can change each other so much, love each other so much through our words and music and our real lives.

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